why is chef- banned?

[Lynus]

i've added to 3 pickups in 4 months. i was going to join the 3v3 league and have had multiple teams ask me but it wouldn't be fair if im unable to play pickups before the league started. i guess neonl and nine can't handle the competition? please explain:

1 pickup was ruined because an admin started a pickup right after one filled and !players 6'd it literally 1 minute after the previous one filled. I added to the original pickup but was told i couldnt play even tho I added. I wasn't banned, but the admin should have been.

1 pickup was ruined by spoon for banning everyone. someone other than me gave him rcon or he had it from before but i got blamed. I was banned.
2 weeks later the ban was lifted

1 was ruined because nine the admin refused to do irc teams or do captains and stacked the teams in my favor so i said have fun this is dumb and left. also he picked the map he wanted despite what was voted in irc. why should i get banned? this was 3-4 weeks ago.

imo i've done nothing wrong, please remove my ban. haters.