Tired...

o_lithium · 05-29-2005, 07:37 AM

I guess it's just a build-up of emotions or something ... but i'm getting pretty damn tired of everything , i was an ass clown , i was always kidding around , people were like " Ahaha Mark your funny!!" Little did they know , that thing was a sub conscious thing to shield me from bad things ... such as Deaths... but now that "Mask" cracked. I just got the news that my mom has Cancer , i'm scared , scared of living , scared of death... scared. I'm shivering right now ... i asked some friends how to deal with it and they told me to talk about it so i could "vent" off. I gotta get my head somewhere else... i know this isnt the most appropriate place to post about this and most of you will go " Uh why is this guy opening up to us " I was never really secretive... I lost the funny. Or did i... We'll just see what happens , i already feel a bit more "Lively"

o_smepy · 05-29-2005, 08:00 AM

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Originally Posted by LithiuM

I guess it's just a build-up of emotions or something ... but i'm getting pretty damn tired of everything , i was an ass clown , i was always kidding around , people were like " Ahaha Mark your funny!!" Little did they know , that thing was a sub conscious thing to shield me from bad things ... such as Deaths... but now that "Mask" cracked. I just got the news that my mom has Cancer , i'm scared , scared of living , scared of death... scared. I'm shivering right now ... i asked some friends how to deal with it and they told me to talk about it so i could "vent" off. I gotta get my head somewhere else... i know this isnt the most appropriate place to post about this and most of you will go " Uh why is this guy opening up to us " I was never really secretive... I lost the funny. Or did i... We'll just see what happens , i already feel a bit more "Lively"

Dying is a fact of live, tou need to learn to live with it, i also have had a few members of my family die on the last few years.

o_storm · 05-29-2005, 01:33 PM

Nothing anyone says will make a difference to you. The only thing that makes me feel better with the situation I am in is that there is always someone worse off. Just stay strong for you mum.

o_etzell · 05-29-2005, 07:56 PM

My advice is don't worry about what you can't change, just be there for your mom and hope she gets better, while doing everything you can to help her out. Live your life, and don't be afraid of what you can't stop.

o_sobe green · 05-30-2005, 02:23 AM

This might be hard and I know its easier said than done, but take advantage of the now. Things might get rough later, but atleast if things do get bad you can look back on purely good things until then. This along with what has already been said should get you where you need to be.

05-29-2005, 07:37 AM	#1
o_lithium Join Date: Jan 2005 Posts Rated Helpful 0 Times	Tired... I guess it's just a build-up of emotions or something ... but i'm getting pretty damn tired of everything , i was an ass clown , i was always kidding around , people were like " Ahaha Mark your funny!!" Little did they know , that thing was a sub conscious thing to shield me from bad things ... such as Deaths... but now that "Mask" cracked. I just got the news that my mom has Cancer , i'm scared , scared of living , scared of death... scared. I'm shivering right now ... i asked some friends how to deal with it and they told me to talk about it so i could "vent" off. I gotta get my head somewhere else... i know this isnt the most appropriate place to post about this and most of you will go " Uh why is this guy opening up to us " I was never really secretive... I lost the funny. Or did i... We'll just see what happens , i already feel a bit more "Lively"

05-29-2005, 01:33 PM	#3
o_storm Join Date: Dec 2004 Location: SCOTLAND (above England) Posts Rated Helpful 0 Times	Nothing anyone says will make a difference to you. The only thing that makes me feel better with the situation I am in is that there is always someone worse off. Just stay strong for you mum.

05-29-2005, 07:56 PM	#4
o_etzell Join Date: Feb 2005 Posts Rated Helpful 0 Times	My advice is don't worry about what you can't change, just be there for your mom and hope she gets better, while doing everything you can to help her out. Live your life, and don't be afraid of what you can't stop.

05-30-2005, 02:23 AM	#5
o_sobe green Join Date: Jan 2005 Location: Arkansas Posts Rated Helpful 0 Times	This might be hard and I know its easier said than done, but take advantage of the now. Things might get rough later, but atleast if things do get bad you can look back on purely good things until then. This along with what has already been said should get you where you need to be.

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